最好的时光

又是讨厌的下雨天。在以前总觉得下雨天有安全感的我不知道为什么今年开始讨厌下雨，那么冷。
早上出家门，风很大，T-恤被吹的鼓了起来，忽然想到好多年前在我喜欢的一本杂志上连载的那篇小说，她说，他的衣服像一面蓝色的旗帜，今天早上我的绿色T-恤也像一面意义鲜明的旗帜，随风飘荡了两下。那个时候非常喜欢那本书心想一定把这本书读完，可是连载结束了没看到结局，我又满大街找不到这本书，就只好停了下来。今天又忽然想起它，在卓越上搜了一下，还真有，但是有些犹豫，不知道是不是还有那时的心情把这本书读完，是不是还会喜欢，可是最后决定还是当完成自己当年的一个心愿买下它。
时过境迁，想想还真可怕。

现在感觉我的头脑和钱都被洗劫一空，可我总得努力留下些什么给自己。

讨厌的下雨天！！！

尽管不被社会所容纳，但他们却有自己的快乐，活在属于自己的天马行空的世界里。

偶尔看到不认识的人博客，听里面熟悉的，不熟悉的音乐，像是经历一场旅行。

现在我们做的事有多少是真正值得的呢？想珍惜的东西，有多少是值得的呢？也许很多事只是我们自己一厢情愿，他们知道你珍惜他们时的心情吗？

很多，很多问题我都不知道答案，有些也许永远都不会知道；但是，我希望这一次，有一天，我可以知道那是值得的。

里面有好多好听的音乐，看了让人放松的片子。

昨天晚上不知怎么跑进一只蚊子，吵的我睡不好，早上5点多实在受不了抱着被子跑到另一个房间接着睡。外面一直不亮，都8点了，可我还是不愿爬起来。。。

有些冷，头疼，这些天对自己很不满意，常常反省，得有些改变了，为了自己，要好好对自己，保护自己。

下雨。。。。。。外面还在下吧？心情不好，都是湿的，冷的，讨厌。接下来的周末，然后6月的第一个，第二个。。。 时间想它快时，它就慢下来。。。

 Hope the best is yet to come.

5.1 休息 睡觉

5.2 去姨奶家 家庭的温暖

5.3 和妹妹，弟弟在他家那个特别好的有铁路的地方练车，抽烟，看到一直流浪黑猫，每一次我们路过它的头就随我们转一圈，后来突然不见了；晚上吃烧烤，3个人又喝了好多啤酒，但这次没醉，喝完去他家外面的小臭水沟里吐口水，结果，哈哈本姑娘吐得最远~ 耶！妹妹说我们几个像拍电影，那个晚上真好~

5.4向动物园进军！还算有战果；之后去了西单，在鼓楼吃了好吃的鸡翅，喝了北冰洋汽水，那天挺好，回家路上一直在听我不是随便的花朵，理想中的人，生活在自己梦里的人，也是幸福的吧，就像我。

5.5 去了22，可是听的头疼，胃又不舒服。

5.6-5.8 我的，我的，我的郊游实现啦！大太阳，意外找到的泉水，生活其实可以很平静，延庆便宜又好吃的餐馆，又找到五瓣丁香花喽~~~ 泡泡浴，休息，家乐福。

这个五一就这么过来的，只是时间过得太快了...

哈哈哈，太好了，我的房子终于下来了，明天办手续去，希望一切都可以顺利，下个月这时候我就可以搬进去啦~

昨天的牛蛙真带劲~今天天气真好！

over

Recently, always wake up at night, and can not go on my sleep. It makes me feel bad, I'd rather have nightmare. I saw the clock, it was 2:45, I wake up, and could not sleep anymore.

If you have a problem with your sleep, does that mean you are not a kid any more? More and more things come to find me, but I just want the life could be as simple as possible, but reality says no.

There are lot of things beyond our control, you want to try your best, but it doesn't work, so what you can do is just waiting there to see, let the desperation merging you.

If life is like so, should I have expection any more?

昨天收到一个人的信息说昨天是今年的第100天，如果过去的100天都很快乐，那么就让快乐继续100%的增长，如果不快乐那么在这天把它抛弃，从今天开始新的快乐生活。

亲爱的我一直都很快乐，即使经历伤心与难过的事情时，只要我在这里，和你们在一起，就是我最好的时光。

Whistle For The Choir - Fratellis
 

Genre/Lang. : Pop/Rock

Well it's a big big city and it's always the same
Can never be too pretty tell me your name
Is it out of line if I were simply bold to say "Would you be mine"?

Because I may be a beggar and you maybe the queen
I know I maybe on a downer I'm still ready to dream
Now it's 3 o'clock the time is just the time it takes for you to talk

So if you're lonely why'd you say you're not lonely
Oh you're a silly girl, I know I heard it so
It's just like you to come and go
And know me no you don't even know me
You're so sweet to try, oh my, you caught my eye
A girl like you's just irresistible

Well it's a big big city and the lights are all out
But it's much as I can do you know to figure you out
And I must confess, my hearts in broken pieces
And my heads a mess
And it's 4 in the morning, and I'm walking along
Beside the ghost of every drinker here who has ever done wrong
And it's you, woo hoo
That's got me going crazy for the things you do

So if you're crazy I don't care you amaze me
But you're a stupid girl, oh me, oh my, you talk
I die, you smile, you laugh, I cry
And only, a girl like you could be lonely
And it's a crying shame, if you would think the same
A boy like me's just irresistible

So if you're lonely, why'd you say you're not lonely
Oh you're a silly girl, I know I heard it so
It's just like you to come and go
And know me, no you don't even know me
You're so sweet to try oh my, you caught my eye
A girl like you's just irresistible

在候小孩的博上听到这首歌，真好听~ sweet sweet song 和第一次听到Libertines的 what katie did的感觉很像，那么可爱的歌，听着听着听着想着想着想着那天... 也许所有的美好都是一瞬间的。真希望什么时候也可以自己一个人大声唱出这些美好的歌，多么快乐！

Hi, remember I'm the queen~